The interwebs are hilarious.

Especially when childish anger is involved.

That's all I have to say about that. Hahahahahaha!

Oh! Also, DjOpposite is the man, and Chronamut is cool.

Hades is also cool. 5 her. Many times.

I feel completely at ease.

But at the same time I have these chaotic, painful and hopeless thoughts.

I just wanted to have love to share with someone special... Is that really so much to ask? For a kiss after every day at work, for a hug before I leave each day...

Maybe it's not worth it.

Maybe I'm not worth it.

Maybe there are simply too many possibilities for my own good.

That is one reason I died this morning.

I sent off a few text messages in hopes of getting phone calls in return. Aparently, with two exceptions, even that wasn't enough. People I care about don't care if I die. What a shame... They missed the most important part.

And another reason I died this morning.

Even the things I love to do are so far from me... I cannot keep a sword in the barracks. It's too dangerous they say. No individual case can have exceptions made when it comes to safety, which is fine, but it still weighs on my heart. I cannot be where I want to be with a blade and my imagination.

One more small reason I died this morning.

But the biggest reason of all is I think I'll have to die before anyone actually cares that I might. I am not willing to waste any more breath trying for those who cannot remember that a phone is for making phone calls.

Just remember... I died because I wanted to live and could not.

I am not sorry.

I just want peace.

Good morning, everyone.

Just Burn It All (Loving Truly)

Lying here admist broken glass dreams
Wasting away to unimportant nothing
Looking out across the stars
Wondering how I got down this far
I only with that she could see
The things I see; That perfect beauty

Just Burn it all and let it drift away
Time let me down another day
Imagining myself all clear
Whod've guessed to find me here
Words can't take this wound from me
Have I not spoken Loving Truly?..

Playing the fool never let them down
Being the last one to hit the ground
Piecing together my own shredded soul
Breaking down and losing all control
It's not about the things I felt
She doesn't get the hand I'm dealt

Just Burn it all and let it drift away
Time let me down another day
Trying to get myself all clear
I never guessed to find you here
Words can't take this wound from us
Have we not been Loving Truly enough?..

There is no time like right now
Givin it all up fighting back somehow
Test the rebel give him some cause
Get time lost back and make it last
I don't know why this is so hard
I'm the only one left with a heart...

Just Burn it all and let it drift away
Time has let me up another day
Finally I am all clear
I'll never again be found here
Passion really can conquer all
Loving Truly means you never fall

This is just a little poem / song I wrote tonight after a fairly large bit of heartbreak...

Time heals all wounds, but for the time we are wounded, only a good friend and a nice summer night are any consolation. Sometimes not even that.

I just wish everyone had the same ideas about life that I do...

Cheers, if that's possible,
Sam

So I'm playing my 21 warrior... And I run across a lv 80 Ally, a dwarven paladin. Just standing there, in the middle of the road in Durotar. Why I don't know, but he was there. I /me'd him a few chats, and he didn't respond. So I smacked at him with my little swords...

And after about 30 minutes of smacking a lifeless ally, I killed him. And got 90 honor for it. And the achievement.

Pwn'd.

when you walk past a mirror, and don't quite look, but you glance enough to know you're reflection is in it. Which makes you want to throw up, destroy the glass to get at the idiot in it, and use a shard to slice your windpipe in half?..

I do.

A lot.

Someone can not only impersonate but slander a Flash artist so severely that it triggers 276 other people to protest and layer on zeroes on reviews and general votes...

But I get picked out and banned from reviewing for saying what more than one person said, just because I said it directly.

Awsm.

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